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My Story
My name is Taylor and I am a professional alternative model and media professional. I am 23 years old and I am towards the end of pursuing my double major B.S. in Media Communications and Psychology online. I have been modeling on and off throughout my life and have been internationally published in magazines all over the globe. I have been in more than 30+ publications to date including both features and covers. My real passion in life is screenwriting and that is my greatest aspiration, however in the meantime I do have a passion for my art and have put my life in to this. I have 10 tattoos and 8 piercings. I look different in every shoot that I do.
I grew up in foster care and specialized facilities most of my life so I am proud of everything that I have accomplished so far even if it is not as far as I would like to be. I am also proud to say that I built and coded this very website you are on right now--all by myself and that is something that definitely took awhile but certainly paid off. I was born and raised in Indianapolis, Indiana. I graduated and spent my young adult years in Central Illinois and Chicago part-time for work. I ended up moving from Central Illinois to St.Louis Missouri to pursue my modeling and entertainment career in the winter of 2021 and wound up chasing my dreams all the way out here to Los Angeles. I was also engaged when I moved out here, because I ended up falling in love and saying yes to someone who I only knew for a few months and ended up cheating on me before I even moved out to California. To be honest, that was my third and most likely last engagement, we all make mistakes and some things are not meant to be.
Anyhow, due to that situation, I was left to my own devices and I was working myself to the bone to pay all my bills in LA (rent, car loan, insurance, heating and electric bill, phone bill, and necessities like groceries, gas, and medicine for my chronic autoimmune disorders). Yet, somehow I managed and continued moving forward, taking each day at a time. I was doing 12 photoshoots a week and 4 VIP parties at night on that same week when I was working like this about a year ago.
I've always had chronic health conditions ever since I was young but during this time, I started to feel very ill. I realized that I was hiding behind my work just to avoid an inevitable slow down and be forced to confront my health again. However, it got progressively worse very quickly and eventually I was not able to ignore it anymore and decided to finally go back to the doctors and western medicine after years of only doing holistic healing and self treatments.
After many hospitals, doctor, specialists and tests later I recieved some very dismal news that I JUST recently shared with all of my friends, family, and followers. Those who know me, are aware that I have been struggling with GI, neurological, reproductive and kidney issues (Chron's disease, colitis, bile duct leaks, epilepsy, recurrent miscarriages, PCOS, cysts) for years on end. As of right now though I apparently have cancer, sepsis, and organ failure. Cutaneous T-Cell Lymphoma, secondary malignant neoplasm of the bone, two pituitary tumors that have malignancy, angioblastomas in my CNS/Vertebral Column, a fascicular sarcoma, a fairly recent hydatid molar pregnancy, DVT with clots, anemia, 4 herniated vertebral discs with loss of height in spinal column, one 1st degree AV blockage in my heart, one 2nd degree AV blockage in my heart, partial renal failure due to prolonged antibiotic resistant kidney infections, enlarged spleen, low body temperature, Uro-sepsis, SIRS, and noticeable irregularities in my bloodwork ( red blood cells, white blood cells, lymphocytes, platelets, MCV & RDW), along with complications with my previous conditions such as my Chron's /Colitis, neurologic episodes, and infections.
I found out this all in the past 6 or 7 months and have not been doing as well as I would like to be doing. I slipped in my work and social life and found myself also becoming hopeless and depressed which is why I have had such a hard time keeping up with everything and everyone in the past year as this decline started. I will admit that I have noticed a huge decline in my overall health, mobility and coordination in the past few months and I rarely leave the house these days as I spend all my time resting and going to appointments and treatments.
Along with my new physical limitations, it has affected my ability to do the job I love, which requires an inordinate amount of energy, flexibility, endurance, stamina, and strength which I have been lacking lately. I am fighting this every day and am already working miracles. I refuse to give up and just keep trying to find other ways to live and work and be happy. This is also the main reason I am becoming more online friendly and trying to adapt to my new limitations by working from home.
This website holds my blood, sweat, tears and dreams and also will be the portal to everything that I ever have done or will do artisticly or generally in my life. I feel the need to say that this new obstacle in my life is also the main reason I decided to finally try to market off of my artistic nudes and erotica, something that is personal and very dear to me, but it is art and should be shared with the world, especially if it helps me.
So anyways, I hope you all enjoy and also please bear with me as I continue to adjust and catch up with all of my work and posting. I have so much love for my fans, followers, friends, family and supporters, and you all keep me going. All my Love, Tay. This year is going to be the year. ❤️💋🙏🏻🦋